Give Me A Reason

Give Me a Reason I Need To Breathe

Cuz Livin With Deceit Is Like a Disease

Bringin Me Down Coughin Blood On ma Sleeve

RIP I Gotta Father That left so Im A Bastard

Tell Him He Got Cut Outta My Life Like Cancer

Tell him if I See em Again I'll Holdem Fo Ransom

Kill Em Before I Get My Demands Answered

Put da Barrel To My Head n relieve this handgun



Chorus

Give me a Reason To Take My Pills

Give Soldiers A reason Not To Kill

Give Me A Reason To Stand as a Man

Give me A reason So I Can Understand

Verse 2

Fuck The Truth Cuz yall Cant Stand it

I Work With Rhymes Shakespeare Hamlet

Fuck the Universe or at least this planet

Betta Yet Fuck Hell Below God Damnit

Fuck The Success Imma Make

Take The Dough Im Bout To Take

Take The Loko Wit Da Cake

And Take The Slugs From Dis A-kay


Chorus

Give me a Reason To Take My Pills

Give Soldiers A reason Not To Kill

Give Me A Reason To Stand as a Man

Give me A reason So I Can Understand




Factually You Can Check Me N My Quotes

But If Ya Take My Lines I'll Slit Ya Throats

Hang Ya Ass From A Tree With A Rope

And Watch The Blood Pour Til Ya Choke

Take Ya Coke To Make a Profit

Take Ya Bank Key Imma Rob it

Take Ya Girl N Maker Shoplift

I Do What I Want N you aint Gone Stop It

Chorus

Give me a Reason To Take My Pills

Give Soldiers A reason Not To Kill

Give Me A Reason To Stand as a Man

Give me A reason So I Can Understand

Give me a Reason To Take My Pills

Give Soldiers A reason Not To Kill

Give Me A Reason To Stand as a Man

Give me A reason So I Can Understand

Creative Thinking

Constantly Conscious In A Realm Of Unanswered thoughts

Shamelessly laying While Life Passes And I Just Sit N Watch

Unaware Of All Things Around Me Focused on Cognitive thoughts

Whispers In My Mind Remind me Of a Past left Us Un-Taught

Decades Gone By And im Feeling Like Im Drowning To Death

On The Air And The Air That Im Inhaling Wont Give Me Breath

Instead Its Filling my Lungs Ghastly With Nothing Else Left

So I Ask In my Will Gasping On My Last Leave out the rest

The rest Of My Past That Had You hated Me Factually

I Would Love Nothing better in my Death actually

more then a Personified Living Catastrophe

I Intend here n Now to Write My Masterpiece

Unanswered Prayers

Decomposing From Demons Depriving Me Of Nutrients

compromising My Body Away Fallin Apart Imcompitence

Damn these Demons that Dwell Inside me Reluctantly

I need God To Shine Down His Light Most Importantly

Tear These Terrorizing Things That Treat Me Terrably

God If You Were Only Here I Wish You I Could See

The Light Of Angels Awaken And Abolish Angered Beings

So Called Sanity Scratching Selectivley Hanging onto Cielings

Sweet Christ Of Im Considering You the Reason Why Im Breathing

And The Devil Destroying My Heart Is Dastardly The Reason Im Bleeding

Unconciously Im Falling Uncradled by Carried By The Air Im receiving

I Practice my Praying Publicly Infront Of Preachers Preaching Prayers

They Cast Out the Creatons Creating Cassualties Consuming Craters

Thank You God You Are My Savior Forever For Answerin Unanswered Prayers

Sharing Secrets With Serenadipity

Sharing Secrets With Serenadipity

Wishing All Is Well I Wither Misserably

While She Heals My Untamed Heart Mystically

She tells Me Thats Her In I Be A Great Emcee

to Both Make Rhythm N Rhym My Mastery

Equivickly Thats What Ive Wished To Be

Telling My Secrets As If they Were A Mystery

She Conncted Me Correctively Confincingly

I Never Thought It Be A Possability

For Me to Be Writing n Rhyming Wickedly

On Paper With Thoughts Of Favored Victory

you Dont Hear Me Your Not Listening

To The Whistle Of My Wand I Use for Wizardry

But Magic Seems fairly Limited By Thee Individual

I Guess Serendipity Love Anotherone More Mystical

Heartless Home

Heh They Say Home Is Where The Heart Is

But Where's a Home For Someone who is Heartless

God This is Me Why Do I Feel So Damn Retarded

Maybe You've Said Something I just Disregarded

Maybe If I Listened More I Would still have a home

Not Be Livin In a AFC Fuckin Feelin Useless n alone

What Do I Have To Do To Get A Reasonable Answer

Do i have to Be Layin In A Cot Waitin To Die Of Cancer

Hang My White Blood Cells inside my heartless Home

Becuase i Could really Give Two Fucks Im a Heartless Drone

Realistic Thoughts

Symptoms Of My Mechanical Mind Has Me Working Like An Engine

Hinting To The People Of The World that I try To Literally Offend Them

Offensively Making Gestures and Movements That Later Find Myself Mentally Repentin

Wish That I Could Imagine an Imaginary Hand Gun To Clear my Congestion

Or Take Away The Darkness inside Of My Most Recent Of Obsessions

I Find myself Thinkin Of Times Where We didn’t Need to Whisper

About Things We Admired And Idolized From A Painted Picture

But Now All Of Our Words Get Spun Around Like a Awing Twister

With Sharpmil And Metal Cutting Away At Our Feelings Like scissors

Why Cant We Support Our Thoughts Without Any Acts Of Judgment needing Justification

People Now Are Letting There true Feelings Hide Like A Fetish Some Have For Masturbation

I cant Help But Notice that Many Others Are Here Looking for a Land Of The Free and a Country So Beautiful

When The Country at the Moment is far from which they’d hope because its actually looking very pitiful

Realistically I Don’t Know Whether To Run And Hide Or Define My Misery

Or To Come Back Home And Live Through Broken Home That One Had Much History

So Essentially What is One To Do When They Have Broken Thoughts And Broken Down Dreams

When God Is Invisable and When You Call To Him Or Her It feels Like No Ones There To hear A Thing

Im Wondering About Myself Ever So Drastically


Wishing That God Is Out There Talking To Me Magically

Wishful thinking I guess as my mother tells me to grab her some medication for her Fibromilgia

But In Life I try To Make her as Comfortable as I can not holding onto any finesse or nostalgia

But What Really Matters to A Broken Down Man Or Boy That Lives In A Mans Body

I try To Live Up To My Expectations but things don’t always agree with my Oddly

Its Hard To Assume anything Now In This World That we live today in this date and time

So For Now I Will Sit Here And Do My Very Best to Stand With This Mic And Amuse you With My rhymes

Anti - ( Lies , Lives , And Lyricism )

Mess Wit Me I Slice Ya Thin Into Minced Meat

Done with Shit Talking Startin Now Since We’ve

Conquered The Game An Grown Up Immensely

Hopin One Day To Get The Street Cred Of Pimp C

Wishin That Hopin Will Turn Into Reality simply

Freedom is what we Seek Especially For Boosie

Government Officials Talkin bout Tax Cuts Loosely

Tellin The Citizens that Things Wont Be Confusing

Well Im Sick Of These Pussies Given Us Rousing’s

Tell Us The Truth And Take Us Down Shooting

Cause Im The One Recording in This booth Thing

Simply The Baby Emcee That you say is just Teething

Taking Baby Steps For Me To Become Ruthless

Well I’ll Get to That situation Only if the Shoe Fits

Tell Me Again everybody that this career is Foolish

Im done talking Back To you with nonsense Stupid

Chorus


Anti This Anti That Call Us Anti Official

Tell Us Lies Then They Pull Out a Pistol

Im Anti Lies Anti Fist Full

Only Truth Clear As Crystal

We Talk About What We Thinkin But its All Wishful 

Untitled

I Feel Like Theres Some Goodness Inside Me But Its Clouded By So Much aggravation and hatred. This is Me


Engraved In My Brain Are Visions Maybe Memories

A When I Was Young Always So Innocent Mentally

Did Things I Didnt Know Were Wrong Unintentionally

In Awe Of The World And What It Had Meant To Me

Payed Attention Too Many Things None Specifically

Dreamed Of Space Grew Up Thought More Realistically 

Did What I Thought Was the right Thing which Typically

Became My Down Fall I Fell Down So Damn Maliciously 

Ladies Never Look At Me Or Any Other Geek In History

We Pay Attention To All The Things More Vigorously

An We Stick To What We Know n Luv Consistently 

But that Doesn't help when you got a love Deficiency

Love And Death ( Broken Wings )

Death Comes On Broken Wings Swiftly


Life Goes On Im Broken Love Kiss Me


Wish That I Could Hold On To U Crisply


But Thinkin We Weren’t Together Is Iffy


You Said I Was Yours But You Got Shifty


Wish I Could Get Back Up Just Lift Me


Our Love Is So Unbelievable Call Ripley’s


I Marked The Line In The Sand its Sifting


Give Me The Gifts I Gave You Of Splendor


Wish You Were Real To Me Not A Pretender


No Never Give Up Never Gonna Surrender


Call You The Champion  Im The Contender


Im Will Contain All The Potential Excitement


Death And Love Where Have The Lights Went


I Mean Where Have The Lights Gone I Repent


For Past Mistakes I Have On My Conscience


Consequently I Dont Know How To Fathom


How Love And Life Can Equal A Hand Gun


I Know That Sounds Suicidal But Not Random


My Blood On The Floor Spells Love In a Pattern

Pen 2 Pad

Verse 1

Pen To Pad The Ink Sticks To Paper

The Lines Repeat Over Like Layers

I Bite The Bullet feel The Pen Crater

Pray To God My Words Are Prayers

You  Can Feel The Pain My Letters

Slashed Out Like A Blade Shredder

Scratch Out The Lines I Write Better

Wish The Pen and Pad Stay Together

Im Done With Pencils Cuz I Use Pens

Always More Acceptable To Payin Rent

Black And Blue Is Likable  To An Extent

Every Now An Then Papers What I Print





I Will Write More Too It Later I Got Something Take Care Of Somethin

Comatose

Heres Another Track I Wrote and im workin on Called " Comatose "


Verse 1

I Wake Up From A Coma Everything’s Gray

I Wonder Why Im Curious Yet I stay Vague

The Nurse Yells To The Doctor That Im awake

My Girl Left Me How Could She Go Away

Its Fine I Guess Cuz im freed Like a stray

Try To Tell Me To Come Bitch I Wont Stay

I Know When I Was In a Coma Did Thangs

I Guess What They Say Is True Love Is Strange

Even Blood Is Corrupted By Vampires Fangs

I Don’t Want You Back You Wont Ever Change

Like A Fly I Just Float In Air Around Harmless

Your Chains On My Leg Are Completely Tarnished

I’ve Gotta Be Real Baby Look im Stayin Honest

I Don’t Need The Drama Or Any Of Ya Comments

Just Go Back To Ya New King Your  Highness

I’ll Be Alone Hopin I Eat away At Ya conscience

Verse 2

I used to love ya did ya love me Just Between Us

You actin Like Ya didn’t or do ya have amnesia 

We had mo trouble then class clowns against teachers

We too far away like the distance tween earth n Venus

Stop Lookin at me Like I’ve Been Played

Tear My Heart out left me alive ya made a mistake

When I took ya heart its been thrown out or misplaced

How the Fuck did you get in through my rib cage 

I Gave you my heart yours back wasn’t a fair trade

Introductionz ( Updated a little )

Im Currently Writing my Debut EP Currently Titled Mental Distress. This Hopefully Will Be One Of The Tracks I Will Record For The EP, The EP Itself will Contain 7 Tracks. I'm Hoping That I Can Get Enough Cash To By At Least 500 - 777 Discs and Thin CD Cases to Release It And Sell Personally As Well As Give Out For Promotion and Possibly Try To Get them In some stores. Im also Hoping that i can get a couple established Artists to feature on this Track


But For Now Here Is One Of The Tracks I Like To Call  " Mentally ILL "


Verse 1



Empty Inside On The Outside Im Frail


Skin Deep Pigmentation Got Me Pale 


Life Has Get Me Bein Mentally stale 


 I need A Hero Like A Disney Tale


Truth Over Falsities I Speak Honesty 


You Ice Im Fire Nobody Is Hot As Me 


Look At Me A Young Talented Prodigy 


Ready To Die Jumpin From A Balcony 


No Cant Jump Cuz I Gotta Betta Purpose


9 Times Outta 10 Bullets Hit Like Curtis


Again Why I’ve Felt So God Damn Worthless

Why People Criticize When We Know It Hurts Us


You Tell Me That The A Reason For Depression


Tell  Me Breakin Up Inside Is Me Progressin 


Feelin Lonely In Da Wudz lookin Fo A Connection


Cut My Wrists Holdin A Fist Cuz of the Tension


The Status Of The Economy Has Me Repressin


People Lose it all Yet its the end of the recession 


An Tell Me Why I Ask So Many Questions 






Chorus 


I Try To Run As Fast As I can 


I Had All I Could Withstand 


I Act But I Cannot Pretend 


I Am Better When It All Ends




The Track Will Be Finished later on I Have Something Very important to do at the moment