I Never again want to see your face when i close my eye lids ,
but once again ,i know darkness my oldest friend, brings violence,
why must i confide, to describe , how lifeless my life is ?
but deny , what i fear inside, i cant run , nor hide behind it,
the colors of the drapes , turn to faded turquoise shades,
as the sun beams through , i'm lost in my mindset ,
the pictures ring true , same as the stories do to a blind man ,
i cant understand , why they cant comprehend ,no stencil no trace ,
i feel disgraced , bruised ,broken over blades, i slice my own minds net ,
it wont catch me , never fail to detach me , interacting as i riot ,
cold fever as i bleed , i bleed Ether , tell her i saw her face n i believed her,